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    I hope you are happy,often there are  days when I wonder if you are smiling where you are as you watch us.  It has been decades,I am older, but I’ve never outgrown the days when I would run home crying and desperate for your embrace, I still miss you everyday.   I wish […]


  Dear you, If  not for your eyes, I wouldn’t really recognise you, you’ve changed so much.I still know you if I look closely past the winged eyeliner and smeared mascara, I know exactly who you were. Its like all these years of fighting for your so-called place in the universe has worn you out […]


  THIS is the last letter I’m writing you. I cant write a heading because I don’t know you anymore I’ve forgotten your name and I’ve forgotten that word which means love in the dialect we grew up speaking, you use to be that to me. I’ve written you letters in the last nine years […]

To the gentleman on the train

    I ‘ve actually forgotten about you, I met you a few months back and these were the months when I was in an emotional roller coaster that everything  seemed to have just passed me by.I  do remember now that I was on the last central line train to Epping on a cold october […]

Biting the Apple

       I recently watched a show, originally meant for kids about the fairytale princesses. One scene there featured snow white about to bite the apple as she did in the original story but stopping to ask the audience whether she should bite it. The kids screamed NO!! with such conviction that made the […]

Five signs I’m nearing middle age

I was chatting  on the phone to my best friend when I came home from work this morning ,and she was on about where we were celebrating our birthdays. I told her I was chillin this year, she was living half a world away so she said we should go somewhere nice next year for […]


   If you ask me I don’t really remember how I got here, its as if I woke up one day , looked in the mirror and saw the face of someone I don’t recognise. Some girl pretending to be a woman with disheveled long hair and striking asian eyes who will not give a […]

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